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08:27pm 28/11/2005
 
mood: blank
music: sublime
alot things have been going on and have passed; both good & bad, but mostly lame...		  
     
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08:08pm 08/09/2005
  boys boys boys.... their lovly having under your spell...  
     
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08:35pm 08/08/2005
 

the last 10 days have been a blur to me. i don't know if thats a good thing or a bad one. i've mostly have been doing nothing and everything at the same time with a little work here and there.

i went to warped tour. it was kinda lame the 2 bands i went to see,i didn;t see them play.The Bled weren't on the line up even though the warped tour web site said they were playing here! and thrice i didn't get to see them b/c it rained and there was a fucking mud pit!?!

the next day i went to see PEPPER! i don't like O.A.R to much so i left after pepper played.

oh and i met some hippies. it was INSANE. dirty hippies are fucking strange. 
by this point it finally hit me. my mother was a hippie, and i sure hope she wasn't like the hippies i met! they were fun but alittle odd.

but i've enjoyed myself & i'm SO not ready for school!

fuck school... i don't even know what classes i'm taking!

i'm going to wake up at 7 on wed, take a shower, go to school whenever, but let me tell you school starts at 7:28 and i live 12 mins away. hahah. so when i get there i'll see what i got this year. i don't have any school things nor do i have cloths. haha i'll prob still be out of it for the next 2 weeks

  
     
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this is the second time i'm writing this due to a cheap computer...apples are totally the way to go!   
08:36pm 28/07/2005
 
mood: excited
music: system of a down
saturday
learned to play golf
went to the kooka bar with my dad and his girlfriend linda
eat lots of Italian food, which is YUMMY!

sunday
hung out with ivan
met up with kilian, aaron, newman, dan, sam, pamer's older bro,canadian, ect...
spent money on stupid things

monday
saw 1/2 of a good movie
hung out with a cute and sweet boy who just happens to be a good kisser
ate way to much food at ihop with dimitri,pri, tiago
enjoyed t's talk about coke with the waitress!!!

tuesday
went running
tanned

wednesday
dimitri called me and wanted to come over and eat salad.
pri and t came over
pri and i dressed up in some crazy shit and took pics
i wore a coconut bra
pri man handled my boobs in it
t gave my mother AA batteries
my mother played video games with us
listened to pri make strange nosies while playing donkey kong 2
we all made fun of pri
dimitri, t , pri & myself went to the driving range
Dimitri is very VERY VERY good at golf
t was really good for it being his first time
pri and i just suck!
ate taco's
went to dimitri's house and watched movies with pri, t, rob
played with dimitri's FAT CAT COTTON
slept at pri's
went to bed really late

thursday
woke up and played video games
went back to bed
lost my shoes
went to dunkin donuts with seanny, pri and her mother
read


all in all i've spent over $100 on god knows what. it's insane
but i guess i had a good time these few days.

but i'm missing someone. so thats not making my day very good!		  
     
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09:48pm 26/07/2005
  last night colby called me.
when i got home i was tooo tired to call him, but when i called him this afternoon, i became as giddy as a school girl for summer.
he's coming down to florida to visit... ME!
i'm so excited. i've never been happier!

i've missed him and CAN"T wait to give him a huge hug.

so within this week i'll see him. this week couldn't go by any faster. i'm dying to see him.		  
     
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06:20pm 24/07/2005
 
mood: lethargic

i want to be seen as more then just a lay.
 i want to be wanted as more then just a fuck.
  i want something more then just sex.

sure it's a bonus, but i'm looking for more. it seems like everyone has just lost there standards in life. i know i'm not the only one that wants something else.

I WANT SOMETHING DIFFERENT...

  
     
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06:26pm 21/07/2005
 
mood: indescribable
music: Butterflies and Hurricanes

a lot of things have changed.
some for the better and some for the worst.
i mean it's not like change is a bad thing
and it's not like i don't welcome it when it comes or run from it.
but when it does come not just one thing changes...EVERTHING does.

Plus i don't like it when people change for the worst & i've had my fair share in those.

i don;t ever know where i'm going or where i should be but i know it's not here!

  
     
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08:20am 10/07/2005
 
mood: hungry
i haven't written in a while. maybe it's b/c i've been busy with other things. i guess i'll update somewhat.

i'm on the spanish river cross country team. i have a car. i'm going to quit my job soon. dan is out of the country. ron is out of the country. and john is out of the country.

i'm really tired today, my friend took me to a party last night. it was okay. there were ALOT of people. it's kinda weird seeing 200 people (i left very early) in a house all walking around with red cups. it's just alittle strange. or atleast it is to me. so i got bored there and decided to go back to my friends place. we made tacos and watched some movies. i guess it was a good night. I watched alot of people get drunk and shit faced which was a good laugh and made tacos and watched movies. i'm just pissed i got up at 6:45 and went to bed late and have to go to work.

i also got a hair cut. i really like it. it's hot. i'll post a pic when i get around to it. but i got it done awhile ago.

oh i remembered something else. i am going to need to get surgery on my left knee. i'm indescribable on the feeling. i mean running has become part of my life now. i run 6 days a week but b/c of a problem with my knee that forces me to sit home and ice it and hop around with some pain i'm not supposed to run. which is driving me crazy along with my 3 couches. so next month i am going to see what my REAL options are not just what i'm going to do. until then i shouldn't be running but i do 3 days a week.

i guess b/c i finally found something that i'm good at and enjoy. maybe i like running so much b/c each time your pushing yourself alittle further and the sport is a challenge.

yet what has most affected me would be the death of my cat. my cat spook died june 15 2005. she would have been 6 in october. she died of feline leukemia. the last 2 1/2 weeks of her life were the hardest for me. i didn't know what to do. she would hide and stay very still. she was not her self. and it was hard knowing when and if she needed to be put down.
the day we were going to put her down she was playing and purring and acting "somewhat" like her old self. so i decided maybe she could pull out of it again just like before and everything would be fine. but a week later she died when i was on my way home from work. i mean i wasn't even 5 mins away. it's just really disappointing to know that i'll never hold her again. see her. hear her. play with her or have her around ever again. it really sucks. it's like loosing a family member. but the hardest thing of all was having no one to talk to about any of this, having to go to the vet and do these things by myself with all this sadness locked inside of me.

enough on that note. i don't need or want any one to feel sadness for me. b/c it's over and nothing could have changed the out come.		  
     
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09:22pm 09/05/2005
 
music: How to disappear completely - radiohead
to day was an odd day and theres some strange shit going on between Colby and I. i mean i always knew something would happen like this. but i never thought it would happen now. well i guess thats how life is to be. unexpected and misunderstood.

it doesn't matter b/c i'll handle what ever gets dished out.		  
     
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what i'm thinking-   
06:24pm 26/04/2005
 
mood: numb
music: Radiohead
if you don't talk to me....how am i to know?!		  
     
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07:49pm 24/04/2005
  i am going out tomorrow evening for zac's birthday diner with him whole family. i'm excited b/c i want to see him and give him a really BIG hug and then again i'm a little nervous b/c i hope i'll live up to what/how his family thinks of me. never the less i'll be fun... i hope.  
     
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08:38pm 18/04/2005
 
mood: sick and pissed
music: these arms are snakes
i feel sick. i woke up this morning at 2 b/c i had a TERRIBLE sotmach ache. i've never had one like that, at that time int he morning.

i ate less then i did yesterday. i don't wanna eat...

i have 3 tests tomorrow which i hope i get all A's on but i'll be happy with a b too.

thursday i get out of school at 11:30 so i'm going to go to the beach and tan and chill with some friends for alittle bit. then i have to go in for work. which i totally don't wanna go. and i kinda wish i did get fired b/c all of the work days have been dropped and the ones i still have were moved. it's fucking stupid! i'm soooo fucking pissed that this douche bag that tried to get me fired. if this shit doesn't clear up with work in the next 3 months i'm going to quit. b/c i lost all my days now b/c they don't want me to work with the person who stArted this shit. b/c he told my manager that i have "problems" with him which i don't and that we don't get along and all this shit. people just need to grow up and start acting more mature. when you have a job you go to work. you do you job, leave and get payed. you don't bullshit and make stuff up nor do u start drama or shit. ah i'm pissed and i feel like throwing up.

i'm in need of the weekend to come soon. saturday and monday couldn't come sooner!		  
     
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06:18pm 14/04/2005
 
music: plug in baby - muse

it's not like anything is okay.

yet i keep telling myself it is.

i can't cont. deceiving myself until it starts to expose.

once it has begun to leak out its all down hill from there.

so what if i'm dreaming...

  
     
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07:51pm 12/04/2005
 
mood: sick
music: muze

today was our 2 months
  i'm glad
   wish i could have seen him
    makes me kinda sad
     but it's okay
      in the end it all works...

  
     
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so what did you do today?   
08:59pm 31/03/2005
  today i woke up at 6:45 and ate breakfast and then went to school. i throw up my food sometime at school. i wasn't feeling good at all. i failed 2 tests and started crying. my mother came to pick my up at school at 12:45 and then drove my mother to lunch and i had miso soup and then drove home in TRAFFIC and did really well! then i worked out... i rode my bike 6.6 miles. go me!!! and i get to see zac on saturday afternoon and in the morning i'm going bikini shopping. yes it's bikini



-gabrielle-		  
     
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06:38pm 31/03/2005
 
Your dating personality profile:

Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.
Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love.
Outgoing - You can liven up any party. You've got a way with people and have little difficulty charming your dates.		Your date match profile:

Liberal - You need a person who has liberal opinions and beliefs. You are engaged by political discussions and would find a liberal viewpoint refreshing in a date.
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3. Outgoing
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6. Intellectual
7. Adventurous
8. Sensual
9. Funny
10. Romantic
Your Top Ten Match Traits

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3. Practical
4. Big-Hearted
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6. Adventurous
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just got back from work   
08:49pm 27/03/2005
 
mood: tired
i am tired. work makes me tired and my back hurts. i wish my boy was here. i miss him and could use a back rub. heh he		  
     
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good morning...   
11:33am 27/03/2005
 
mood: pleased

i just wanted to wish everyone a very  HAPPY EASTER!!!

on another note...

just b/c my boyfriend is edge doesn't mean i'm going edge but,

it has give my some incentive to be 100% clean. i mean it's not like i do a lot. i used to smoke and i drink a glass of wine with dinner. but i decided to stop that.

last cig-  march 17th 2005            

last drink- march 26th 2005

so i'm going to see and stay without any alcohol at dinner or anything and no cigs and no other drugs for a long time.  i'm proud of myself for FINALLY going to do it and not just say i am but my actions will show it as well.

 

-gabrielle-                                                                                                                                                                                                                                

 
     
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a normal evening...   
03:49pm 25/03/2005
 
mood: calm
my eyes burn but i'm not wearing my contacts.
i miss my boo.
the word boo makes me laugh.
i think my cat is getting sick again,this does not make me laugh.

i'm hungry and all i have available in the refrigerator is 5 different flavors of cheeses, some eggs, milk, some strawberries which do not taste like strawberries and cookies. the sad thing is i went to the super market last night and i have nothing that to eat.
thats whats stumping me.		  
     
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whAT the fuck...   
07:14pm 22/03/2005
  i hate when people tell you that their going to call you, and then they just don't! i mean what the fuck, if your not going to call then don't say you are.  
     
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